Recently I have been actually getting out there and making my presence known to the world. Or at least the small little world of Cincinnati and Covington. And the world has been pretty good to me. I am learning a bunch about myself and the dynamics of how I relate to others.
As most of the people in my life would attest to, I am not shy. But I am an extremely introverted person when it comes to relating to members of the opposite sex. Yet again, I am faced with my love issues. I am grown up enough to accept accountability for my own brokenness. I brought myself to this place. But the walls around my heart are beginning to tumble down. This is a good thing. I am letting men in a little bit at a time. It seems silly that I should be so closed off to the possibility of allowing someone to want me. So in that respect I have made a conscious decision to open myself up to that possibility. The rub is, when I am finding myself attracted to a certain guy, he invariably seems either emotionally unavailable or interested in everyone but me. That hurts a little, but I don't expect everyone to appreciate the complexity of me. I am more woman than the majority of men are willing to accept into their lives. Then when someone does show interest in me, I am not attracted to him. So I am spinning in circles on this new journey to let people in. I know all the cliches about love being a numbers game and there are plenty of fish in the sea... blah, blah, blah and all that bullshit. I want love, but it is almost too frightening to actually let my guard down long enough to allow it in.
In the whole accepting accountability for my lack of involvement in the world of relationships, lovers, flirtatious interludes, one night stands, and rendezvous I still feel a bit cheated by the fates. I have been very patient with the world around me. I know I withdrew from these activities voluntarily. But still, couldn't the universe throw me a bone? Or at least a boner? Is it my karma, my fate to be alone? Am I just meant to dangle out here in the cosmos a solo act? Or is what I want staring me right in the face and I'm too out of practice to see it? When those emotionally unavailable men I feel attracted to are around, are they actually seeing me the way I want them to? Or am I just a face in the crowd? I am so unaccustomed to the social cues of this mating ritual everyone around me seems expert at. Would I recognize it if he did hit on me?
- Location:Bean Haus
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:WNKU
That is all.
- Location:Front Porch Coffeehouse
- Mood:
creative - Music:cheesy coffeehouse music
- 12:29 Good instructions on how to setup LT on LJ mouser.livejournal.com/379686.html #
- 12:51 One issue should now be fixed, still monitoring and I'll blog about it later (blog.loudtwitter.com/) #
They should be in on Friday. I can't wait. What do you think?
I'll upload a pic of me wearing them when I get them.
- Location:cubicle
- Mood:
tired - Music:Jealous Guy- John Lennon
I have such fond memories of watching the Carol Burnett Show with my dad. We would place bets on how long it would take for Tim Conway to make Harvey Korman laugh.
- Mood:
sad
- Mood:
curious - Music:3 Little Pigs- Green Jello
April 19, 2008
Doors open at 6:30 bout starts at 7:30
At Sportsville (formerly Sports of All Sorts) in Florence, KY
25 Cavalier Blvd
Florence, KY 41042
A portion of the procedes to benefit Families of SMA.
Speaking of SMA, I will be walking in the annual Walk N Roll next Saturday. If you would like to sponsor me I would be very much grateful.
To make a donation online go to the following link:
http://www.firstgiving.com/amymoloney
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:All Revved up with No Place to Go- Meat Loaf
- Mood:
awake - Music:Stonehenge- Spinal Tap
- Mood:
ecstatic
The Black-n-Bluegrass Rollergirls are kicking off their Inaugural Season with a bang! Don't miss Northern Kentucky's first All-Female-Flat-Track Roller Derby Bout! The Black-n-Bluegrass Moonshiners host The Demolition City Dynamite Dolls, from Evansville, Indiana.
Halftime Entertainment provided by The Pickled Brothers Sideshow.
Afterparty, with live music, at Trifecta Sports Bar
Tickets are available online, or from any Rollergirl. $10 in advance; $12 at the door.
- Mood: excited
- Mood:
determined
| What Amy Means |
 You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. |
- Mood: amused
10 scientific reasons to have sex | |
Emailed by Dr. Azfar Hussain from Karachi, Pakistan | |
| 1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is the safest tranquillizer in the world. It is 10 times more effective than Valium. 8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up. 9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain. 10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever. |
- Location:Basment of Wonders
- Mood:
cold - Music:The UK Music Hall of Fame Awards
- Location:on the futon being lazy
- Mood: amused
- Music:Metal Mania!!!!!
On the twelfth day of Christmas, 
autumn_eagle sent to me...
autumn_eagle sent to me...Twelve quotes spanking
Eleven tattoos writing
Ten dreams a-flirting
Nine candles dancing
Eight toys a-laughing
Seven cocowheats a-reading
Six penguins a-hugging
Five ba-a-a-ad habits
Four velvet panties
Three fig newtons
Two inside jokes
...and a nature in a bruce lee.
- Mood:
blah
Come out and play with the Black N Bluegrass Rollergirls for a good cause. Help SAVE THE BOOBIES.
The Deadwood Saloon is in Covington on Madison. I hope to see you there.
- Mood: tired
This is what arrived:
A black and white photo of random objects
A ticket stub for the movie Hairspray
A reciept from CostCo
A CostCo gift card with a $414.00 balance
- Mood: contemplative
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